Lift-my-Soul

why do the times that seem rough, bring out my thoughts? life seems to be slowing down to a halt, as to safe itself from a horrific crash or to let people leave at the next stop, so that the can go on with what they want. i cannot see colors right now, only shades of gray, black and white. im losing details of life. now i cover my face with my hands, hoping that it is just a dream. a nightmare. and that once i remove my hands from my head that i would wake up and see all of the colors again. feel they sunshine against my skin, and smile. is intuition solid enough to base facts off of? or does it only point you in the right d

by running my imagination wild and trying to understand everything. how do i mend a mindset that may never of been broken but merely opened to how life can chew you up and spit you out. Today i lost that which makes evrything around me brighter, I let unwanted emotions overcome my sight and take over. During the process i felt as if my bliss fell between my fingertips, and what followed it was nothing but shadowed thoughts covered in clouded emotions that cause nothing but damage. Now i fear if i have hindered my ability to be happy, because of one day filled with mixed emotions that confuse me. Nothing is tougher then battling you

and count the stars that are to come, to witness a legacy begin. laying there covered in the light of the night, I drift into a state of thought that captivates my senses. It allows me to conclude that I'd live in the night sky, If I had any say in the matter. I'd sleep above the clouds and beneath the heavens. But all the while with an angel of my own. the pressence of whom alleviates any pain, calms any anger, makes my heart do cartwheels. I'd live an enternity in serenity. in an single second with the thought of the one that lives in the northern night sky. all the while wishing upon the children of the moon, for a brighte

when little things catch your eyes from other people, as simple as a smirk that you dislike, or how someone says your name. what do you consider the feeling you experience when that happens to be? just slight anger that is through the form of dark thoughts or do you just lie to yourself and overlook things? im stuck in a loop of things I dont fully understand right now, throughout my life I have experience things most haven't. not neccesarily the worst but definately not the best, and yet I find myself being puzzled by the idea of what causes anger. its fairly complex I believe, some how through the billions of people that are on

even if we are face to face. to completely see me, look through my eyes. but is that what you want? If I was you, I'd pass. but those looking for a story with extreme lows and some ups, and a unlikely hero that doesn't awknowledge his greatness, why not look in a place you wouldn't expect. through my eyes...

jampacking reality with false hopes. maybe it was wrong of me to remember my past, but all I know is that im cleaning house and having a yardsale. letting loose of all the bad memories, day by day with little to regret. some memories are fun to remember, but its hard for me to find them in this big mess under my bed...